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Apathy overkill...

Fri Jan 23, 2009, 7:04 AM
I don't know... the past few... weeks have been very tiring over all. Lack of activity here and other stuff... I just don't feel like doing anything. I can barely keep my focus on studying what I really SHOULD do because I have finals in two weeks... ugh... but the overkill came a few days ago... just can't get up for anything... I nuked a couple of journals and deviations before even looking at them, for fuck's sake >>

Haaaaaaaaaaa, I hope it's just a phase, but I feel a serious burn out here...
Dagnabbit, not even drawing's fun anymore D8<


Grah, I'll be back, but right now, I just need some rest...
*crawls back to bed*

  • Mood: Pity
  • Listening to: Newton Faulkner - Hand-Built by Robots
  • Drinking: Water, cold and clear

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:iconhsi-sama:
You need pie :nod: thats what it sounds like pretty much :pie:

But really, why don't you try just doing random stuff don't even try to plan for anything. from this point on it just happens and you weren't expecting it :nod:

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My eyes cannot see what the blind heart can...
:iconthaylien:
Well I'll point out here that it's nearly universal.

In my system of belief (I'll explain my religion to you some time or other) there's a fifth season hidden at the tail-end of winter. We call it the Back Breaking. Winter has pushed against our part of the world until the world pushes back, and breaks Winter.

The result? Everything suddenly seems warmer, even though it isn't, rain comes instead of snow, the sun seems to shine more, although it's about the same. You get cloudy nights that preserve heat a little better, the snow-drops begin to flower, and people start taking things out to air a little now that they've been inside all winter.

And what does this sudden burst of industrious-ness do to us? Well it tires us out while we should, by rights, still be saving our energy to pass through the last bit of the winter. It gives us colds and flu, it saps our strength, and it makes us feel apathetic.

Worst season, in my opinion, but a necessary one that marks the change between winter and spring.

It passes, so don't push yourself. Get done what you absolutely *have* to, but don't try starting anything new, and don't do more than practice sketches for drawing (keep doing that, though, it's like excercise for the mind, if you can still do it while you're tired, then you'll get stronger at it)

Hang in there!

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"So he... wait, what the heck are you doing?"
"Spog."
"S-wha?"
"New word for belly-button fluff; Spog"
"Wow... raping the English language again I see. Genius. I knew I kept you around for a reason."

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:iconkins-wolf:
I was the exact same way before finals and all through Christmas. So, kinda like Nick said, it IS just a phase and you'll get over it (though it feels like forever XP).

Just do what you need to, don't push yourself to do anything you don't want to, and try to di-stress the mind a bit.
:iconkins-wolf:
Very interesting! I'd like to hear this explanation too when you give it :3.

P.S. Nice new signature by the way :).
:iconthaylien:
It's true, though, I don't think I've written a single scene that involves him ever finishing that line.

And yeah... at least I can count on you and J to be open-minded about other religions.

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"So he... wait, what the heck are you doing?"
"Spog."
"S-wha?"
"New word for belly-button fluff; Spog"
"Wow... raping the English language again I see. Genius. I knew I kept you around for a reason."

My portfolio: [link]
:iconslayer-1412:
try meditating? close your eyes and think?

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:icontaurusj:
Eh, I'm sure I'm doing too much thinking, but thanks for the tip anyway ^^

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:icontaurusj:
hmmmm... pie 8D
Thanks, I'll try ^^

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SUMMER HEAT!!! 

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4 deviants said STFU AND GIMME SOME ICE CREAM!!!
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2 deviants said YAY!!!
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2 deviants said NAY!!!
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2 deviants said BRB, TANNING!!!
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2 deviants said ZOMG ALL CAPS!!! (with extra exclamation marks)

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~Kins-Wolf:iconKins-Wolf:
... "Woof"!...?
Mon May 25, 2009, 10:50 PM
=TaurusJ:iconTaurusJ:
shout if you like bewbies 8D
Mon Apr 13, 2009, 2:38 PM
~Kins-Wolf:iconKins-Wolf:
I wish I new German... I wish I new allot of languages :(.
Tue Mar 17, 2009, 3:02 PM
=Antecanis:iconAntecanis:
:lemon:
Tue Mar 17, 2009, 12:07 PM
=TaurusJ:iconTaurusJ:
Chuck Norris kann diese orange übrigens mit seinen AUGENLIDERN!!!! auspressen
Tue Mar 17, 2009, 12:03 PM
=TaurusJ:iconTaurusJ:
:orange: guten appetit ^^
Tue Mar 17, 2009, 12:02 PM
=Antecanis:iconAntecanis:
Diese Shoutboxen sin' für'n Arsch! In meiner fliegen die ganze Zeit unlustige Chuck Norris Witze rum oder die Leute schenken sich gegenseitig Orangen! :ohnoes:
Thu Mar 12, 2009, 12:19 AM
=TaurusJ:iconTaurusJ:
OH SNAP!!!
Wed Mar 11, 2009, 7:37 AM
=Antecanis:iconAntecanis:
Wua-haha, ich shoute und du kannst nichts dagegen tun!
Tue Mar 10, 2009, 4:04 AM
=Hsi-Sama:iconHsi-Sama:
I shouted in your box and left!
Tue Feb 24, 2009, 10:18 AM
~Kins-Wolf:iconKins-Wolf:
Heck ya :).
Sat Feb 7, 2009, 7:40 AM
=TaurusJ:iconTaurusJ:
awesome, innit?
Sat Feb 7, 2009, 7:21 AM
~Kins-Wolf:iconKins-Wolf:
Hehe ^^! Didn't know you could make it appear on the front page :)!
Tue Feb 3, 2009, 7:46 AM
=TaurusJ:iconTaurusJ:
lol, frontpage shoutbox... I approve 8D
Wed Jan 21, 2009, 4:47 AM
~Kins-Wolf:iconKins-Wolf:
And over in America we soon have the great Turckey hunting day :evillaugh:!
Wed Nov 19, 2008, 1:37 PM

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