TAG OVERLOAD...Anyways, I figured I'd do some hyper tags before heading out to enjoy a little bit of the summer 8D
Ten-ish Things I Wish I Could Say to People:
1. You are my best friend ever since the 10th grade and honestly, you're closer to me than 95% of my family. I appreciate every minute I can spend with you and I hope... no, I know that we will stay this way for the rest of our lives.
2. Seriously, I always thought that I knew you, but now you've proven what a motherfucking asshole you are, but it seems to me that you are too fucking DENSE to realize how much you hurt not only me, but the others as well. You wonder why I want to slap you upside down, although we've been friends for years? I want to slap you upside down, BECAUSE we've been friends. It shows that I still care, but even my patience won't last forever.
3. The short time we had was wrong, yes, but I still keep it as a wonderful memento and if I had the chance, I'd do it again. I guess I still have hots for you. The downside to this all is that I still don't know how to act around you, which is why I've been avoiding you... or talking nonsense... I want to apologize to you, but I'm not sure what for... I guess for everything that happened. I just wish we could go back to how it was before THAT happened.
4. Dude, could you please tone down with the drinking. I know that it's fun to get wasted every once in a while, but DUDE, you're scaring the shit outta me.
5. No, I'm not as strong as I appear to be. I'm unsure of everything, especially of my decisions, I'm scared, especially of the future and I sure as hell don't know shit. Please don't make me carry your weight as well. I can barely take my own.
6. Dang, who would've thought that you'd grow up like that? I still remember how I literally had to pick you up from the gutter and now, despite all the shit life's thrown at you, you're standing straight and tall. Hell, I'm so proud of you.
7. Please learn to let me go. There will be a time where I'll be gone for more than just two days. There will be a time where we won't see each other for months. Please...
8. Thank you... thank you for everything. You've been like a second father AND mother to me and although we've never been THAT close because of the age difference, I still appreciate and love you.
9. We haven't met face to face, but seriously I wish we could. Awesomeness and fun would ensue and craziness be spread all across the lands (actually addressed at several people)
10. You tell me to love THIS family? Brothers who built a 10 foot high wall between each others because of a trifling matter? Sister ready to sue each others' asses off because of a little bit of money? Cheating husbands? Criminal sons? Lazy idiots who only know how to take but not how to give? Well, excuse me if I have a hard time wrapping my mind around the idea that I should love my "family", a bunch of greedy bastards more that my friends who would do anything for me.
Nine things about myself:
1. Yes, I play Magic: The Gathering. No, I'm not a virgin.
2. I'm a total sissy and my pain tolerance is closing to a big, fat zero >>
3. I have a lucky charm based on my zodiac sign. I wouldn't describe myself as superstitious, but I really feel naked and anxious if I don't have it with me.
4. Patience is one of my greatest assets... up til now only two people managed to wear it down to a dangerous level (one just recently)
5. I am scared shitless of spiders. It's ridiculous I know, but I can't help it. :C
6. I juggle and I sing... both not very well, and often at the same time, annoying the shit out of other people XD
7. I like doing a lot of things I have no clue about. (see drawing, sports, music) XD
8. I LOVE the summer. I need me some heat and I need me some sun to function decently.
9. I have no distinct taste in music whatsoever, but that allows me to listen to a huge variety and like it. Sometimes I wish I could waste weeks and months only listening to music.
Eight ways to win my heart:
1. Are these... Magic cards? D:
2. Gaming consoles? O_O
3. ZOMG YAY CHOCOLATE (the darker the better)
4. Girls who play guitar =
5. A good sense of ryhthm and music and being able to dance is a huge plus.
6. Seeking body and skin contact. *purr*
7. A hearty and honest laugh and smile 8D
8. humour and intelligence... cliche-y, but still, nothing is sexier.
Seven things that cross my mind a lot:
1. Sex
2. Boobs
3. Sex
4. Huh, I haven't noticed that combo before. Need to make a deck around it.
5. Of course, globalization might be the reason for many bad things on this planet, but that would simplify the actual problem too much... *insert other political and literature non-sense*
6. I wonder if my friends (RL and online) are doing okay?
7. *whitenoise* (No seriously)
8. Sex
Six things I do before I fall asleep:
1. Check mails and note down a quick to-do-list.
2. Check dA and other communities for some last notes or comments.
3. Set the alarm.
4. Take off my clothes.
5. Listen to my favourite song atm for the last time today
6. Stay awake until 3am because I got caught up chatting with someone >>
Five places I want to visit:
1. Australia (one year to cross the whole continent)
2. TEH US of A (another year just to travel)
3. England
4. Mexico
5. Spain
Four things I'm wearing right now:
1. Boxers
2. ...
3. My watch?
4. .... >.>
Three bands/artists that I listen to often:
1. Newton Faulkner
2. Seeed!
3. Pink (can't help it, I like her :C)
Two things I want to do before I die:
1. Fly (or a temporal equivalent to it)
2. Visit everyone on my watchlist and give him/her a wet willie >8D
One confession:
1. I apparently have NO life.
I tag everyone who, just like me, has too much time at hand XD
(or needs some good excuse for procrastinating.)
I BLAME ^Helewidis >:C
you can of course blame me
Relief
Anxious
Hysterical
Tense
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guten appetit ^^ 
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