... grah, just when I said, I'd be a tad more active I do almost nothing at all.
A huge back log of ignored and unanswered journals and what not...

First of all, a little apology to =Kins-Wolf. I didn't even congratulate you to your birthday.
well, Happy birthday, Kins. ^^ I'll try to be on time next year

Other than that... no action from me aside from studying and procrastinating waaaaay too much.
If you talked to me and felt that I was a bit "distant", I do have a bit of troubles, but don't fret or worry, I'll manage all of that soon enough.

also, since I almost skipped out on so many great pieces, I'll do a little feature before I dive into the blind eternities once more.


Aw gawd, *Tyshea, when will you awesomeness cease? hopefully never.


I swear, one day I'll get around to play that game, but until then, enjoying great fanart should be enough.


Ever had the feeling that you came way too late for something really really good?
Rest in peace, `hakubaikou


D8 AWESOME


I doubt there are enough words to describe the heavy atmosphere and the loses the fires in Australia caused. A picture might be worth a thousand words and still might not be enough. But that doesn't mean we shouldn't try and call out the injustice caused by some, the, for the lack of a better word, evil others committed.

With that, I'll leave you until I catch my breath to keep up with you guys the way you deserve it.
Keep it kicking, people, I'll be back ^^

... for I iz so bored that I iz starting to use bad grammarz... :/
A
- Available: aye...

- Age: closer and closer to oldness D8

- Annoyance: indecisiveness and whining... too bad that these are both very prominent character traits of mine :C

- Allergic: stupidity and bullshit...

- Animal: Dogs and Parrots. In both cases: The bigger the better (nothing goes over a beautiful Macaw)

- Actor: Aaron Eckhart (remember, that other villian in The Dark Knight besides the Joker?)

B
- Beer: is yummy... very so ^^

- Birthday/Birthplace: April 29th, Böblingen, Southwest Germany

- Best Friends: Daniel, Martin and Nick

- Body Part on opposite sex: Now how am I supposed to answer this without being called sexist? Wait... I'm not caring anyway... nice hips and and a slender neck plz...

- Best feeling in the world: sunrise light starting to warm your face

- Blind or Deaf: O_o... errr... I'm neither... a bit of deaf maybe...

- Best weather: SUNSHINE AND HEAT D8< fucking winter >_>

- Been in Love: yes... no... maybe... 42?

- Been bitched out?: Most definitely

- Been on stage?: Yes, several times.

- Believe in yourself?: errr... next question please.

- Believe in life on other planets: Sure. If the universe is infinite (or close to it) then I'm sure another planet got lucky enough to develop life

- Believe in miracles: Weird stuff happens ^^

- Believe in Magic: Sure.

- Believe in God: If you mean the bearded old dude, watching over the world on a throne in heaven, then no. If you mean a higher force that isn't palpable then yes...

- Believe in Satan: Can't see why God/Satan can't be the same person :/

- Believe in Santa: OMFG, AN ANAGRAM TO SATAN. I KNEW IT!!!!!

- Believe in Ghosts/spirits: Uh-huh... I just don't believe anyone who claims to have contact with them XD

- Believe in Evolution: Believe? I can't believe in evolution. There's just too much prove. I know evolution is true. :/

- Car: Volkswagen Polo... it moves C:

- Candy: OMG YAY 8D~

- Colour: Green, brown, blue and silver

- Cried in school: T_____T

- Chocolate/Vanilla: Both?

- Chinese/Mexican: Again... both?

- Cake or pie: Cake. (no lies please)

- Countries to visit: Phew, many... Starting with Australia, England and Iceland, Canada and some rest of the US. then Norway and Finnland (despite my hatred towards the cold), China and Thailand. Chile and Brazil would be awesome too :/

D
- Day or Night: Depends on my mood

- Dream vehicle: anything that moves, has enough room to carry all my shit, doesn't need much gas (or none at all 8D) and doesn't cost much... ... what, you said DREAM vehicle... :C

- Danced: Sure did and sure doing (well, not right NOW)

- Dance in the rain?: brrrrr... rain >.<

- Dance in the middle of the street?: uuuh... nope

- Do the splits?: splits?

E
- Eggs: scrambled with bacon or as omelette with veggies

- Eyes: brown-greenish something...

- Everyone has: a distinct lack of knowledge

- Ever failed a class?: >>

F
- First crush: in high school

- Full name: I has one 8D

- First thoughts waking up: GNARRRBLLLLmoreminutes -_-

- Food: Loving it 8D

G
- Greatest Fear: failing at life

- Giver or taker: Giver

- Goals: not failing at life?

- Gum: sugarfree and minty only

- Get along with your parents?: sorta...

- Good luck charms: a piece of rose quartz 'round my neck and some traditional Serbian-orthodox charm around my wrist

H
- Hair Colour: dark brown to black

- Height: 195cm (that's about 6'5" I think)

- Happy: Quite often

- Holidays: I like them. 8D

- How do you want to die: failed sky diving from 20000 feet and hoping that impact kills me fast enough to not feel any pain

- Health freak?: really really not XD

- Hate: what about it?

I
(In guys/girls)
- Eye colour: They should just be clear and alive.

- Hair Colour: nothing eyecancer causing

- Height: please not taller than me :C

- Clothing Style: really not important... as long as it's not perma-black with spikes

- Characteristics: humor and patience

- Ice Cream: I like it 8D

- Instrument: Everything with strings attached... literally. Guitars and violins are my favs.

J
- Jewelry: a golden crucifix on a golden necklace

- Job: full-time student :C

K
- Kids: one day... that's hopefully still far away :/

- Kickboxing or karate: kickboxing

- Keep a journal?: Not really

L
- Longest Car Ride: 24 hours...

- Love: My brother and his children

- Letter: J

- Laughed so hard you cried: all the time

- Love at first sight: wouldn't that be nice?

M
- Milk flavour: tasty rather milky

- Movie: Thank you for smoking. Wall-E, TLK (shuddap)

- Mooned anyone?: say what?

- Marriage: Nnnnnnggh, do I have to? - Society: "YES!" - Aw, man >>

- Motion sickness?: Nope

- McD's or BK: Neither >:C

N
- Number of Siblings: two

- Number of Piercings: Zero. I have enough holes in my body as it is, I really don't need extra ones.

- Number: 29, 10

O
- Overused Phrases: bitchtits.

- One wish: Just one? aw man... okay... to have enough money to keep my family and friends out of trouble...

- One phobia: erm... _arachno

P
- Place you'd like to live: warm, sunny and beachy 8D

- Pepsi/Coke: Neither

Q
- Quail: i prefer chicken

- Questionnaires: doing one right now :/

R
- Reason to cry: sad movie 8C

- Reality T.V.: about as real as fairy tales... badly written ones *gags*

- Radio Station: SWR3

- Roll your tongue in a circle?: *checks* Yesh...

S
- Song: ah seriously, come on, I need to get done with this by tomorrow :/

- Shoe size: 45 (that's about 12.5 - 13)

- Sushi: cold, raw fish with a bit of rice and other sea stuff? no thanks *vomits*

- Skipped school: NEVER!!!! >____>

- Slept outside: been there, done that, got the scars and the t-shirts... no need to do it again.

- Seen a dead body?: Does road kill count?

- Smoked?: never have, never will

- Skinny dipped?: nope

- Shower daily?: when I'm not doing any sports then I skip it a day or so

- Sing well?: sorta... haven't seen any glass shattering yet.

- In the shower?: letting my thoughts drift away

- Swear?:

- Stuffed Animals?: nope

- Single/Group dates: What's a... date?.... OOOOHHHHH, well, it has been quite a while since my last one, so I honestly don't care XD

- Strawberries/Blueberries: Strawberries

- Scientists need to invent: teleportation...

T
- Time for bed: somewhere after midnight

- Thunderstorms: Look pretty from afar

- Touch your tongue to your nose?: not even close and you made me look stupid trying >:C

U
- Unpredictable: I doubt it...

- Under the influence?: of what?

- Understanding?: Is my middle name.

V
- Vegetable you hate: noneeggplant Xp

- Vegetable you love: cucumber

- Vacation spot: warm and beach, that's the most important

W
- Weakness: lots of them :C

- When you grow up: please no more, I already hit my head at least twice a day on something

- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: Daniel XD

- Who makes you laugh the most: all of them, to be honest XD

- Worst feeling: loneliness

- Wanted to be a model?: not really

- Where do we go when we die: I want to be turned into fireworks and blown into the air 8D

- Worst weather: cold and wet D8< *growls at winter out there*

- Walk with a book on your head?: *tries* hey, it works *book drops on toes* OW... or not...

X
- X-Rays: had quite a few of them.

Y
-Year it is now: 2009

-Yellow: the only Coldplay song I like

Z
- Zoo animal: Parrots and other birds... vultures are always nice to watch

- Zodiac sign: now let's take a guess

DONE 8D

Hooo, boy, do I need to catch up on some things. I finally commented on quite a few journals and deviations (though I did nuke a lot... sorry if your stuff was among it), however, I was lurking a bit around here, so I'm not completely clueless, hence I'm gonna drop some comments on recent dA stuff.

Wasn't there some sort of agreement to make febuary a drama-free month? HOOOOO BOY, that didn't work out that well, now did it? XDDD

First, the tracing drama. in case you missed the whole delicious, juicy parts, read [link] and especially [link]
Okay, I understand the policy and quite frankly, considering the bullshit admins have to put up with on this site I can understand the "slightly" unprofessional outburst of $chix0r, but when they're saying we're an art community, how comes that a vast majority of this community, namely the one that doesn't approve of tracing in any way, isn't heard?
I mean, if you're putting up a poll, why not put up the negative choices? I think some deviants are under the illusion that dA is actually a democracy, which really is NOT the case. They're gonna push ugly policies and decisions through, no matter how much people cry. After all, everyone is free to leave dA, if they don't like it.
However, she sounded like a hypocrite (intentionally or not) saying she wants the opinion of the users when there are only choices that work in her favor.

I'm not saying anything against the policy, because it was (albeit in a different form) here longer than I am, so I agreed to it, although I'm not happy about it.
With this whole crap, I think the admins alienated themselves from the deviants even further. I mean, some decisions just have to be made, I understand that, and you sure as hell can't please everyone here, but COME ON, you could've handled that decently.

My take on the tracing: It's a helpful tool to learn drawing in terms of the action of drawing, i.e. making a line on the paper, but with tracing you'll learn nothing about anatomy, nothing about composition and it'll sure as hell won't school your creativity.
So tracing's not going to be banned, sure enough, I can accept that, however, would it be so hard to not encourage tracing? Auto-forcing it into scraps and disabling faving? It would kill off the incentive to do it for the popularity, which was the major point of the screaming mob.
Seriously, upper class guys, I'd still love this site (mainly because it doesn't affect me much, it only bothers me a bit) no matter what you do, but would it be that hard to take a step into our general direction?

next: PHISHING? ON MY DA?!?! NO WAI
well, chyeah wai.
So the phishers finally realized that deviantART is kinda part of this so called web 2.0 and a wonderful place for frauds. I haven't heard of anything bad happening yet, but I guess this is a perfect wake up slap for people to not click every shit in the interwebs and learn some common sense (mainly, that there isn't a page that'll kick you out without a reason and that you should check the effing URL when typing in your passwords)
So aside from some spam it wasn't that bad.

Next: Valentine's Day
Well, I didn't keep up my tradition to make a little love song like the last years... too bad :C

That should be about it. I'm finally done with all my finals (though not THAT successful), so I guess I'll be a tiny bit more active than in the last few weeks.

Dramallamas aside, I hope to have some more fun here with ya'll 8D
see ya

I don't know... the past few... weeks have been very tiring over all. Lack of activity here and other stuff... I just don't feel like doing anything. I can barely keep my focus on studying what I really SHOULD do because I have finals in two weeks... ugh... but the overkill came a few days ago... just can't get up for anything... I nuked a couple of journals and deviations before even looking at them, for fuck's sake >>

Haaaaaaaaaaa, I hope it's just a phase, but I feel a serious burn out here...
Dagnabbit, not even drawing's fun anymore D8<


Grah, I'll be back, but right now, I just need some rest...
*crawls back to bed*

...Christmas break is officially over... well, it was officially over three days ago, but it's officially over for me now 8D

I have SHITLOADS to study... I'm pretty much clueless as where to start.
Maths can do this to you... :/

Also, I somehow got this weird idea in my head that I'd like to buy a little tablet...
Wacom Bamboo One to be exact... but that's actually quite a hard thing to do without money... so I wondered... would there be someone out there who'd give me a couple of bucks for some coloured shit from me?

I know I draw not well-enough for business, but seriously, I've seen a lot of worse people opening up commissions.

So tell me, is there anyone out there willing to pay between 10-15$ for something that might end up like or ?

If so, I want to make a bunch of them so I can afford a tiny tablet for me to break >8D


On a different note, I want more trolls. Any ideas of how to accomplish that?